1. |
Retrogradation
03:53
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Don't worry about reaching out
There's nothing new here to see
And there's nobody and nothing
That can still help me
I'm getting old
The lines in my face are getting deeper
And it terrifies me
Because I haven't yet had a chance to be
I have no country and no home
All of our history is a lie
-I have no country and no home-
And our autonomy has always been denied
There is something fighting me from within
And I am losing the battle with it
Why should I apologize
When I am the victim
I know I said that you can't help me
But that doesn't mean I don't need you
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2. |
Dying Eyes
03:36
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You used to tell me to turn on the light
When I wasn't afraid
Now I'm finally at the point
Around when you must have been
You're largely still the same as then
Embarrassing I dare to think
But not me
Because of your teaching I have grown
Time softens us all
But it's not strong enough to uproot hate
That must be an active choice
That takes empathy to make
There's still time to apologize
Before I have the means to leave
I'm still dying, withering by your poison
You could remove the blade
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3. |
RAINBOW PANIC!
02:23
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Do you feel afraid?
Good
Do you feel afraid?
You should
Change is coming
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4. |
Beautiful
03:09
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I want to be perfect
I want to be beautiful
But I feel like I can't now because of my scars
If the ones on my arms haven't faded
Why would the ones on my neck?
I want to pull off beautiful
I want the option to pass
I know I don't need anything
But that's not the point
Don't tell me what I don't need to be loved
You don't know I'm trying to love myself
Don't tell me what I don't need to be loved
You don't know I'm trying to love myself
I wish I could have been brought up and taught up at all
Instead of hurting myself
teaching myself how to live
I wish I could have been brought up and taught up at all
Instead of hurting myself
teaching myself how to exist
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5. |
retrogradation interlude
01:20
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I know I said that you can't help me
But that doesn't mean I don't need you
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6. |
Wither
02:59
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I want to know what it's like
I want to know what it's like
To not want to rip my flesh from my bones
To replace my mirror with somebody else's
These days come and go
These days all blend together like I wish I could
O Disphoria
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